Poppy Esperando

All of my songs are really just prayers which helped me deal with the horrible realities of my son's choices when he walked away from his faith and his family.  As you read my Bio page you will understand, the pain of losing a child to the world of transgenderism is intense.  

First I blamed myself... 

Then I blamed the medical establishment...

Eventually I fell on my knees before God a completely broken man, begging Him for guidance and forgiveness.  The situation wasn't something I could speak about openly.  There was no program for healing at our church, no recovery group for parents whose children have fallen into the lgbtq movement, no transgenderism grief share program to join.  I lived every day in fear of being fired from my job if my employer ever found out I refused to support the lifestyle my son had chosen.  I remember thinking, who helps us?  Who helps the thousands of hurting parents who are dealing with this?  Where do we go to for help?  I lived in secret.  I cried in secret.  I prayed in secret.

If you are reading this and you feel your church could use a night of praise and prayer through testimony and song, then please reach out to me through the Contact tab and let me know.  Help me provide some comfort to those hurting families within your congregation so they will know they are not alone.  God has not abandoned us!  Our prodigals WILL return!  Praise God!